stupidity
i absolutely love it when people tell you they aren’t mad at you and then go off and prove to the world (which does include you) that they are indeed, mad at you *sigh* stupid problems
Trust
“1. Reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety or a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope” dictionary.com
Trust, its an odd thing, easily broken, not easily built. It can be a deceitful thing. Someone can seem good and make its so you can trust them with anything, your life and even the lives of those you hold dearest. When this trust is fake, it will never last. You will be found out for being a lying deceiver. People need to realize that trust is a very fragile thing and can cause people lots of pain if misused.
I used to have a HUGE trust issue, it was so hard to get to me and gain my trust, it was hard to get to know me and get to my core because i just could not trust people. Finally one person helped to change that, helped me see that people can be trusted and that i should be more open and not have such a huge wall built around me. I let people in and it was great for a while. Until just recently when one of the people that i trusted the most and relied on the most turned out to be someone completely different. I thought he was different that all the other guys in this group of people. I thought that he was not a pig or a pervert. but i recently found out that i was wrong. I cannot believe that he did what he did and that he built up my trust just to tear it down. He is one of those guys that literally builds up a girls trust just to knock it completely down and shatter her world. It hurts. This happened to me once before and it caused me to build a wall and I think that wall is going back up. I just cannot trust guys. It hurts too much to deal with. I have confidence that the right guy will come along and give me another reason to let the wall down and let him in. I am sure that the right one will come along. but for now, another wall is going up and i wish it didn’t have to, but I’m tired of being hurt. so thanks. heres a shout-out to you mike.
summer daze
I think I’m going to go to the beach this week and play tennis too (not at the beach). Im going to dance outside till i can’t feel my feet any more. I want to go back to summer, back to the heat…this state of ohio, is just not for me. I love the summer and love the heat too much. sure an occasional ski trip (wish i knew how to ski) or the occasional ice skating trip (also wish i knew how), but there is just so much more stuff you can do when its nice out. i for one hate snow and wish that i lived somewhere warmer. my conclusion is that cold is just not for me :)
My love for you is like diarrhea, I just can’t hold it in.
sounds like the pickup line of the year to me
